[ This Guy ]
Name: Eloi
Nicknames: Fronsac
Birthday: 10/07/1984
[ My Loves ]
Movies: Memoir of Geisha
Songs: Mr Vain <-- Damn Old =X
[ My Location ]
WOW: Illidan - Alliance
Friendster: eloitay@singnet.com.sg
[ The Memories ]
+January 2006+
+February 2006+
+March 2006+
+April 2006+
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Sitting at the club house chair, I saw her again. She coyingly wink at me and beckon me to come over. Suggestively hinted at her ring, it looks like the one I gave her. She smiled and said "Why you sitll not coming back to me? I am already wearing what u wanted me to always wear." That noti look on her face make me really wonder, is she mocking me or she really wanted me to go back to her.
Back to reality, I realized all was just a dream. Is the ring mine? Or do she want to show me she got a better man? No conclusion I guess?
+ [ Eloi ] r e m e m b e r agains + 11:32 AM
Is there such thing as a love you cannot avoid? Or love that come so fast, it is over before you know how to accept?
Bu De Bu Ai - MTV
Saw the chinese show on Monday? Bai Nian Hao He or in English Love for All Season? After watching that show, I really wonder is it really good that she hate me that much that she tremble in fear when she talk to me? Does it really mean she love me a lot in the past? If I wait, will she? Many tell me when there is a will there is a way, but I thinking the amount of damage I made, can time even repair it?
In the past, as she and me serenade to the song Bu De Bu Ai, now all that sounds in my head is the song Shi Nian. Me, the "Heart Breaker" finally down on the knee, admitting defeat to this sweet little girl in my life? Maybe so.
+ [ Eloi ] r e m e m b e r agains + 9:32 AM
Ever wonder why some people hate to fall asleep and stay up till late night to drink or work till they drop? Some of us call them crazy people, but I would say they are people suffering from "Realistic Dream". I am not a psycology student, so I not sure about the term they use but for me I feel it too, so I understand.
My dream?
Horrific that I nearly scared my pants off.
Just imagine after broke up with your most beloved girlfriend, you told yourself to bucked up. Change yourself and earn loads of money and come back for her. After 2 years of seperation, you came back to Singapore with more than millions of dollars and steady income of $10k plus a month, with a bouquet of roses and a pair of engagement ring. Dress smartly and arrive in a brand new Sports Car at her house. Just when the lift door open, you saw her kissing another guy and your world shattered and you woke up.
Oh great, while you were gone and not in touch with the news here. She got a grand wedding with one of the millionaire here and you arrived just on the day of Press Conference like an Idiot.
Sigh, yet another crazy dream of mine. Exaggerated it seems but all can come dream maybe without the fat pocket and such.
+ [ Eloi ] r e m e m b e r agains + 8:45 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
"Half a bottle of Martel VSOP make your life as smooth as the alcohol is for a day.
Woke up this morning with no hangover and a drop dead drunk friend with half a bottle of Martel VSOP left. I figure that is called life, after all I slept the best that night.
My best friend looks so adorable while sleeping ableit her horrible posture, damn if not because my camp do not allow camera phone, I probably can blog a nice photo of her.
Thursday morning and I not working? Yeah, got an off for good performance, but who give a damn when you serve the nation, OFF > Recognisation of outstanding soldier.
+ [ Eloi ] r e m e m b e r agains + 9:02 AM
Time changes, so do people. For most even when people repent it is hard for people to forgive. This blog mark the point of no return. To keep track of the lost memories as I recall them.
+ [ Eloi ] r e m e m b e r agains + 9:00 AM